- Are you young at heart, or an old soul? Definitely old, I’m 90 inside/
- What makes someone a best friend? Someone who will stick with me through the good and the bad. Someone who won’t just use me for homework/test answers (you’d be surprised how much I get this)
- What Christmas (or Hanukkah) present do you remember the most? A sleigh bell that I believed only kids who knew Santa was real could hear. Simple, but beautiful because it symbolized purity of mind and innocence.
- Tell me about a movie/song/tv show/play/book that has changed your life.Hmmm… I don’t really know. Maybe “Catcher in the Rye”
- Name one physical feature that you like about yourself, and one you dislike. Like? It would be easier to list things I dislike. I guess my eyes are okay. Dislike? Lets not go there.
- Would you like to reconnect with any friends you’ve lost contact with? Yes, I would ideally love to make amends with anyone who I am not in contact with.
- What’s more important in a relationship: physical attraction or emotional connection? Emotional. That’s all I really need in a relationship.
- Name a movie that you knew would be terrible just from reading the title. Super-mega-octo-shark (or something like that)
- What holiday do you most look forward to? Winter season holidays are nice.
- How is the relationship between you and your parents? I love my parents :)
- You’ve got the TV on, but you’re not really watching. What channel is the TV on? I don’t watch TV and not pay attention.
- Name a song that never fails to make you happy. Fix You, by Coldplay
- You know at least one person named Michael. Tell me about him. My dad. He’s amazing. I love him more than the world. HE has a lot of issues, but he always tries to put my sister and me first and has sacrificed so much. I lvoe him.
- Have you ever read the “missed connections” on Craigslist? Have you ever posted one, or wanted to? Have no idea what this is…
- If you could pick anywhere to live the rest of your life, where would it be? Somewhere I am happy.
- Can money buy happiness? No, but it makes things easier.
- Do you drink? Smoke? Do drugs? Why, or why not? No, I don’t need ANOTHER addiction.
- Is there anyone close to you that you know you can’t trust? You don’t have to give names. Yes
- Where was your favorite place to go when you were a little kid? Chuck E. Cheese
- Have you ever spent a night in the hospital? Yes
- Do you enjoy being with only one or two friends, or with a large group of people? Small, I get lost in crowds and don’t do well with people of my own age group.
- Do you like the type of music your parents listen to? Do your parents like the type of music you listen to? Yes to both
- Have you ever been bullied? Have you ever bullied anyone else? I have been bullied horribly. I hope I’ve never bullied anyone, I don’t think I have.
- If you could only eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be? Wow. If I disregard calories and that crap probably smoothies
- If your partner wanted to wait until marriage before having sex, would you stay in that relationship? Yes, of course. Love doesn’t equate to sex.
- Do you believe in a god? Not really sure. I want to belive, but find it very difficult.
- Of all the social networks in the world, why use Tumblr? Only place I can be public and private and find like-minded people.
- What’s your favorite Tumblr tag to track? Harry Potter
- Would you call yourself/your family “middle class?” More poor middle class
- Name a TV series you didn’t enjoy until after it ended. Danny Phantom (cartoons are great)
- Have you ever bought a product from an infomercial? No
- If you could give up your car and never have to drive again, would you? Yeah, seeing as I am only 16 and don’t own a car.
- If you go back to one point in time to give advice to yourself, when would you go and what would you say? Don’t restrict. Just don’t.
- What’s your “quirkiest” habit? I have wayyyy to many idiosyncrasies to list. Probably blurting out historical facts that have little to no relevance to people that I find interesting.
- What is “normal?” Are you normal? Normalcy? I have no idea what that is or what I am…
- Someone close to you is dying. You have the choice to let this person live for 10 more years, but if you do, you cause the death of 10 strangers. You don’t have to see them die. Do you take the offer? For my family? Yes. Sadly, I don’t think I would for my friends. And, if I did in either case, the guilt would be too much for me. I’d probably kill myself.
- What is one thing you could never forgive? If someone killed someone I am close to.
- Would you rather be in a relationship after the honeymoon period ends, or be single?I wouldn’t know. I’ve only ever been single.
- Is it possible for guys and girls to be just friends? Yes, but I wouldn’t know. guys don’t really talk to me.
- Where do you and your friends go to hang out? When do I do that?
- Write the first paragraph of your obituary. Alex ____, _16_ years old, recently passed away on __5__, _31_, 12__. She died of loneliness.
- What is the best TV theme song ever? Don’t watch too much TV
- When you were young, what would you dream you would be when you grew up? A veterinarian/writer/actress
- When you’re alone in your own home, do you walk around naked? No.
- What gets you out of bed in the morning? My dad.
- Do you want to have more friends than you have right now? Yes, although i don’t know how they’d ever like me.
- What part of the past year sticks out in your mind? AP exams
- You win a scratch-off lottery game that gives you $2000 a week (after taxes) for the rest of your life. Do you keep your job? Yes (if I had a job)
- Could you be in a long-distance relationship? If you’re in one, what makes yours work? I have no idea about this either, but I suppose I could.
- What’s the best route to your heart? Being kind, open and honest
- Have you ever met someone through the internet, then met them in real life? No, I wish.
- What is your favorite sport? Soccer and softball
- What has been troubling you lately?The fact that I am anxious and feel shitty.
- Did you enjoy your high school prom? If you haven’t gotten there yet, do you look forward to it? If you didn’t go, why not? Don’t want to go.
- What do you use more often: your intuition or logical reasoning? Logic. What’s intuition?
- Do you know what makes you happy? Family, my dogs, music, reading, writing.
- Tell me about the last book you read. Reading “The Other Boleyn Girl” I love history, so I really like it so far.
- What is the nicest compliment you’ve ever been given? That I am worth more than my body image.
- Who was your first crush?Boy who ignored me in 5th grade
- Do you believe that there is life on other planets?Yes, we can’t be the only cells in the universe.
- Predict what your life will look like a year from now. Going to college, hopefully happy.
- Often, people will ask how your last relationship ended. I want to know how it began. Never been in one.
- Where is your favorite place to go out and eat? Stonefire Grill?
- What is something you want to change about your current situation? I wish I was thin…better yet I wish I didn’t have an eating disorder and wasn’t depressed.
- Early bird or night owl? Night owl.
- Are there any childhood possessions you still hold on to? My stuffed hippo. I still sleep with it.
- Give me an unpopular opinion you have. I hate ignorance/Twilight/intolerance…
- What was the last song that was stuck in your head? “Fine By Me”
- Where do you live? Be as general or specific as you want. CA
- Do you believe in giving kids medals and trophies for participation? Yes, it’s nice to have some external validation once in a while.
- What was the longest car ride you’ve ever taken?Driving to Mexico (Cancun)
- Have you ever taken part in a protest? No, I wish
- Would you ever use an online dating service? No.
- What is your ethnic heritage? Mexican-American.
- Describe a person that inspires you. My mom and dad and sister.
- If you earn minimum wage doing what you love, would you? Yes, happiness and mental well-being surpass money.
- Do you believe in luck? Not too much, sometimes I am almost convinced.
- Describe the last time you were very angry at someone. My sister stole my clothes and then stained them. Pretty minor, but things get blown out of proportion way too often.
- Do you want to live until you’re 100? Only if I am happy.
- Do people change? If so, how do you keep a relationship together when both of you start to change? Yes, the only thing constant in life is change.
- Have you ever risked a friendship by telling someone you liked them? No.
- Would you rather be alone doing something you enjoy, or doing something you don’t like with your best friends? Enjoying something in solitude.
- Do you practice what you preach? Sometimes…
- If you take precautions to stay safe, do you ultimately act more recklessly? I don’t think so. I always play it “safe”
- What do you value more in a significant other: Attractiveness or intelligence? Intelligence for sure.
- Are you hard-headed? No, people walk all over me.
- Have you ever laughed uncontrollably when it was socially inappropriate? Yes, when I am with stupid friends.
- When have you felt most alive? Laughing genuinely.
- Would you prefer to live? A city? The suburbs? The countryside? The mountains? Everything is different, but city or countryside.
- Do you often skip breakfast? Try to…
- How do you know what true love is? I don’t know. Does it exist?
- Would you want to know the exact date and time you were going to die? No, it would only make me anxious.
- Where is “home” for you? With my loved ones.
- What song best describes your life right now? “Fix You” or “Invisible”
- Do you want to be perfect? Yes, I am a perfectionist striving for the unattainable goal of perfection.
- What have you never tried, but would really like to someday? What’s holding you back? Bungee Jump. Why not?
- How do you express your creativity? I write.
- Describe your neighborhood. Normal town home in a normal neighborhood.
- Name something you only liked because it was popular. Memes.
- Give me the story of your life in six words. Spiraling downwards, want to get out.
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my dress!
You’re gorgeous, I’m glad you beat your ED thoughts for at least one night! :)
Posted on June 1, 2012 via written in the stars with 8 notes
Source: be---positive
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My dog just pooped on me
I was sitting in bed and my pup jumps on the bed to snuggle on my head. I thought it was cute until I smelled something awful. I look and see he’s pooped on my pillow, arm, ad hair. Lovely. Well, that’s just the icing on the cake. Well this day is off to a great start…
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100 Questions (aka more distraction)
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Anonymous asked: Ahhh I love you too. But you shouldn't love me, I'm awful.
I’m sure that’s not true! Who are you? I am sure the love is mutual! You’re doing a wonderful thing by helping me out here, if I can ever return the favor, please let me know!
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Whoever is sending me random questions, I love you!
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Anonymous asked: did you end up in hospital?
Not exactly. I went to the doctor for a “checkup” (what my mom’s euphemism for having me diagnosed and forced into treatment was) and the doctor told me my weight was at the low-healthy range for me. Abut 3 weeks past and I dropped more and more weight so she recommended a psychologist for me. I started seeing her and I was immediately referred to an ED clinic and I was in residential treatment for 6 weeks. It was like a hospital, but less clinical/hostile. We had a live-in doctor and nurses though apart from therapists/dieticians/psychiatrists.
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Anonymous asked: Do you like boobs?
I suppose. I mean, I like them on people that aren’t me. I always feel that my boobs are too big/disgusting/oddly shaped. But, in all honesty, I don’t really spend much time checking other people’s boobs out.
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Anonymous asked: Fav vegetable?
Hmm… garbanzo beans… do those count? If not, celery is pretty great, although, don’t tell the carrots that, they’ll be upset.
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Anonymous asked: Do you like to leave the house?
Sometimes… sometimes I feel as if I were trapped and need to escape. It’s weird I get sudden urges of insatiable anxiety that lead me to want to go out, do anything. But, other days I just want to disappear in my room and have no one find me ever again. It really just depends on my mood.
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Anonymous asked: Do you like dresses or skirts more?
Both… If I had to choose I’d say skirts because you can make different outfits out of one skirt, while it’s more difficult to do so with a dress. Both are fantastic, though :)
